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BOREDOM....

Posted on 30th May 2008 at 9:05 PM

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hi ya!
my birthday is almost coming, june 4th better hurry and come to mee! > 3 < imma get a tablet then... YAY
also, today we had a field day.. its was SO HOT! but it was fun hanging with my friends

urmmmmm, OH! today, i cried in the shower as well as when i got out ; __ ;
sadly, this time i couldnt get happy right away.....
it was probably because, i kept thinking that my life was less fun then everyone elses....
sometimes, i see happy ppl and it reminds me of how i dont have that much fun.....

i felt so bored, i wrote a poem......( i do this out of bordom or emotions)
HERE YA GO MB!
>I see you there
>your laughing with your people,
>while im here...
>sitting in the killing light, waiting for someone to talk to me
>I think to myself,
>
>"Why can't I be that happy?
>Why can't I smile like that?"
>
>And I remember why...
>Its because of YOU
>YOU left me
>YOU didn't care if rotted in HELL
>YOU are the reason of my MISERY
>
>EVERYTHING you've done
>was it to punish me?
>Was it to Prove something?
>or was it just something FUCKING fun for you?
>
>If every time I get a new friend is going to turn out like this
>I don't need you
>I don't need ANYBODY!
>
>So just stay away from me....


:/ sorry for the depressing poem.... i dont really blame anyone, but its more easier to, isnt it?
actually, i feel alot better now, talking to michiaz SHES AWSOME
but when shes depressed, its hard to cheer her uppp, so dont make her cry plzzzz
AND ty ty to her! she made me this piggy icon >w< ILU MICHAIZ
actuallllllyyyy, i recommend that those of u that hold your sadness and anger inside to let it all out when u sleep or take a shower...
but dont blame me if anything goes wrong... i dont garruntee anything............
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